[Illegible] Hamilton
Christmas Day 1815
There are certain periods of one's existence,
certain words and particular days upon which
most people are led to reflect on the state of
their existence, in which they recall and review the
past reaches upon the present and anticipate the
future. This is one of them and I cannot allow
it to pass without telling you that in the review
of the early and the happy part of my life, I
dwell with particular pleasure upon my visit
to Virginia and experience the highest satisfaction
in the knowledge of possessing your friendship, altho’
time, distance, and our most opposite situations in
life makes me almost wonder at the strength
of the tie; at the deep regard and affection
which fills my heart when I recall you to
remembrance. How comes this, my dear friend,
that a dilatated being like me, having none
of these domestic ties which engage and engross
your affections, who lives a life almost solitary
in the middle of bustle of business, of restlessness,
and of dissipation, should never have a reflective
hour in which he pictures the most fascinating
scenes of happiness, without thinking of you, of
your Husband and of your daughter! I
believe if I were to investigate sufficiently deeply these















