May 5th, 1810 PA.
My dear girl
Mr. Taylor has call’d to enquire for my commands to N-. It has very naturally occur’d to me what a scold I shall be held to on a default of my duty in this particular department.
I am so brim full of every sort of affection and communication, that there is no room for the necessary action of my mind to give vent to them. I am at a full pause, just such an awful one as etna exhibits previous to a dreadful rupture. Alas! When it bursts, you will be inundated with burning expressions of the warmest love, for I do love you, God knows how well. I do wish for you, heaven knows how sincerely. Oh! my sister, what convulsive throes do pent up feelings cause the soul. Mine have been accumulating




